is hope evil?

im waiting patiently....for something called hope, from the last episode of greys anatomy i watched last night, a dying patient who requested a suicide to her doctor said that hope is evil it's not something real...and here i am waiting for the hope to come true...wish me luck.. i need moe than just luck to do this thing...sigh....

weird itunes radio

i turn on my itunes radio -- pop -- all pop radio and guess what the playlist was exactly like my previous post in this post

coincidence? signs? hmmmm

i'm evil

feel like a very bad person...evil...now i know why he didnt like me back (sad, sad, sad)

today's playlist

Katty Perry : Hot'n Cold
Katty Perry : Thingkin' of You
The All American Reject : Gives You Hell
Madonna : The Power of Goodbye
Beyonce : Halo

guess now you know how i'm feeling?

he's in a relationship

he's in a relationship

he's in a relationship

he's in a relationship

he's in a relationship

he's in a relationship

he's in a relationship

he's in a relationship

he's in a relationship

GET OUT OF MY MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a bowl of javanese chicken soup and talk with the copywriters

i had my lunch, my stomach still felt weird, i guess it was a mistake to have ice tea as a drink -__-

We just have a new copywriter in our department cause one of our cw (copywriter) is resigning and as usual being a new guy in a work environment is not very easy. I remember my first day at an agency when i did my internship, i dont know a wee bit about the city, the rain fell so hard, it was almost impossible to get a cab, but finally after lying down on the street a cab stop for me (kidding), i went to the office without knowing that you have to have a finger prints code to pass the secure door...duh. I finally manage to get in (thanks to the office boy) and a few hours later the city got flooded and the art director who supposed to guide me couldn't make it to the office cause his house was being flooded. So i stayed at the office until 9PM, the street was no longer filled with water... Thank GOD

so, back to the cw, i guess he's a good guy but we haven't seen his capability yet, and i hope he's a good cw...welcome to the jungle mate...stay away from my table please...LOL

#27 Mei 10/ 12:35

i'm hungry and my stomach felt weird cause this is the first day of my so called pms...i'm getting cranky X(

Still no word from him, not online for two days probably spending time with his new girlfriend (kill me, kill me now), and i'm still waiting for some news from my wonderfull friend who investigate about him (call me a stalker, i dont care) and i still have a very tiny tiny hopes about him...i miss those days when we talk and text for no reasons T_T...

anyhoo, finally someone ask me to have lunch, praise the Lord...see you in no time...

toodles